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Tuesday, September 9, 2008
well... it's already september. omg. thats reli fast. yawn. haiz. life had been quite hectic for me. juggling with work and studies is reli not easy. exam is around the corner and assignment is due for submission. it'll be a busy month for me. but thank god. dad and mom have been really supportive. and classmate wise, they never fail to create a tremendous jokey enviroment to ease the tension. haha. funny people no doubt. melvin starts his crap. ridzwan as usual so fond of nurul and the ocbc girl. haha. choose one dude. nurul forever busy and late for class. forever hearing her saying she going for marathon. haha. as for bling... well, wad to say. your existance is for us to joke about. haha. okok. shall not be so mean to you. but reli love you guys accompany. especially at sunshine place drinking after project discussion. reli fun. and the best part is all of us are thinking of lies for bling to tell her possessive bf. lol. oh... and bling... u drew my book with all their names. where's yours? nonsense man you. and where is my microsof office? grr... haha.
i am bored man. really bored. dunno what to blog about anymore. going back to camp on thursday. sianz. well, chill out with u guys again soon ya. and let's not stop all our NONSENSE!!!
lol. take care pals! smile!(especially bling the dimple queen)
'off to bed. ZzZzzzzz...

Thursday, August 28, 2008

i am starting to love "agnes b"...

Friday, August 22, 2008
2nd day of leave. stayed at home whole day before going to school at night. hmm... finally got 2 days of ample rest. feeling quite refresh. woke up at around 11am. dotaing all the way before taking a nap again. ha.
waited for ridzwan and melvin outside school. suppose to be early for lesson for like the first time. but we spent our time smoking and chatting happily. better still, we went for our dinner at the school canteen despite being already late. haha. reached class at 730pm and guess what, the forever late queen bling bling wasn't here yet as usual. what's new. haha. we were practically not paying attention at all for the first half of lesson. nonsense. lol. after the break, out of nowhere, everyone was so into the lesson. omg. something important finally. but seems so easy. i wonder did my brain actually grew or what. everything seems so easy to me suddenly. of course i won't get complacent. haha. studying hard though. hmm... hopefully can really excel here. the fees is too ex to not to do well.
tml is saturday. or rather it is already saturday. no plans. i am too old for all these going out shits. maybe just find a place quiet and chill. maybe. well, shall see. alright. back to study for now. take care pals.

Thursday, August 21, 2008
what a bad few weeks i had. omg. so many unpleasant things happened at one go. went to mambo last wednesday with my group of bros. everything was so fun until the end. haiz. one got drunk. one created a scene. we tried to help, but he wasn't even appreciative. we are now being labelled as the bad ones. come on, get a life. everything ends that night as you yourself said. and if not for us, you would have been hit by several cabbies on the road. if not for us, you would have sitted in the middlle of zouk for the whole night. what we did or rather i did was just to wake you up. can't you see the point? well, if you really can't, so be it then. i'm getting sick and tired of explaining to you. whatever you wanna do, bring it on. but remember this. be a man. admit it if it was your fault, and please keep your words.
well, done whining about that night though. it was really affecting me for the past one week but not anymore. i'll always remember what cpt marcus told me. "as long as your conscious is clear, who cares about what the others think or say". thank you sir. it had been a week since my oc got posted out. kinda missed him loads. everyone in camp missed him. how we all wish he did not leave. haiz. everything was so under control when he was here. but not anymore right now. so many conflicts. everyone seems to be doing their own things. haiz. 9 more months to endure life without cpt marcus in camp. praying hard to god that i'll make it through. hmm...
really couldn't forget the first day when oc got me out of all the sorrows i am facing in camp. he trusted me and gave me his word that he will get me out of it. at first i doubted. but he eventually kept his promise. it was a dream come true thingy. and throughout the past 6 months directly under him, not only me, but all of us was so well taken care of by him. he never fail to forget abt us be it he was in camp or not or even overseas. he'll always buy us food or even gifts. and he's really a thoughtful and humble oc. he always gives us advices and even allow us time off for our studies. haiz. really misses him. anyway, no matter wad, all the best to him. and deep down from the bottom of my heart, THANK YOU SIR!!!
well, was really busy this week in camp and school. work load is piling as assignment due date is coming near. jus met the school clicks on monday. anw, thanks a lot bling bling for sending us back. haiz... gonna carry on with my assignment now. sianz. wad a week. hopefully next week will be better and all the differences will be solved. i really hope.
sorry to all who are reading. i know it's boring. i am really bored and not in the mood to blog actually. jus that this freaking new blog looks really empty. so bear with me ya?? thanks. will try to put something interesting for the next posting.
tk care pals!
'may the GOD bless me... ... ...

Saturday, August 9, 2008
hmm... where should i start? after so long since i last blogged. 2years of my life without blogging to be exact. life was never the same... ...
well, jus got my new laptop last weekend. didnt have to chance to really configure it as i was technically staying in camp for the week. no life indeed i know. well, but here i am blogging with my new gadget. lol. time really flies. without knowing, i already served NS for 1yr plus. another like 10 months to go to ORD. lol. omg. i am really old. *sighs.
anw, school jus started 3weeks back for me. yup. i am doing my advanced dip part time now before heading to my degree(if possible). haha. class was so quiet and stiff unlike before. everyone seems to tense. really misses my old school days. fun and laughter everyday. the second week wasn't so bad. gotta know a few nice chaps through group assignment. they're reli nice people with different backgrounds. really different. haha. one is married. one used to be from cda. one who flies to bali during school days and the other is a girl who drives, drinks and her actions and words can really laugh your ass off. bet i will not forget her expression when she saw the summon coupon on her car after lesson. haha. but oh well... they are still gonna be my friends during my days in this stranger school afterall. haha.
where should i continue? hmm... really lost touch with blogging. wth. oh, sis getting married in 3 months time. her new home is really nice though. think i will miss her when she's not home after marriage. afterall we had been staying under the same roof tog for 23 years. lol. alright. shouldn't get too emotional.
anw, what the heck am i doing at home on a saturday night??? haiz. i think i am really old. jus don't feel like stepping out of my room. lol. hectic life during weekdays... wtf...
alright. i am done with my whining for my first posting. will be updating soon... chill...