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spoilt.brat
cai ziwei
14th March 1985

what a bad few weeks i had. omg. so many unpleasant things happened at one go. went to mambo last wednesday with my group of bros. everything was so fun until the end. haiz. one got drunk. one created a scene. we tried to help, but he wasn't even appreciative. we are now being labelled as the bad ones. come on, get a life. everything ends that night as you yourself said. and if not for us, you would have been hit by several cabbies on the road. if not for us, you would have sitted in the middlle of zouk for the whole night. what we did or rather i did was just to wake you up. can't you see the point? well, if you really can't, so be it then. i'm getting sick and tired of explaining to you. whatever you wanna do, bring it on. but remember this. be a man. admit it if it was your fault, and please keep your words.
well, done whining about that night though. it was really affecting me for the past one week but not anymore. i'll always remember what cpt marcus told me. "as long as your conscious is clear, who cares about what the others think or say". thank you sir. it had been a week since my oc got posted out. kinda missed him loads. everyone in camp missed him. how we all wish he did not leave. haiz. everything was so under control when he was here. but not anymore right now. so many conflicts. everyone seems to be doing their own things. haiz. 9 more months to endure life without cpt marcus in camp. praying hard to god that i'll make it through. hmm...
really couldn't forget the first day when oc got me out of all the sorrows i am facing in camp. he trusted me and gave me his word that he will get me out of it. at first i doubted. but he eventually kept his promise. it was a dream come true thingy. and throughout the past 6 months directly under him, not only me, but all of us was so well taken care of by him. he never fail to forget abt us be it he was in camp or not or even overseas. he'll always buy us food or even gifts. and he's really a thoughtful and humble oc. he always gives us advices and even allow us time off for our studies. haiz. really misses him. anyway, no matter wad, all the best to him. and deep down from the bottom of my heart, THANK YOU SIR!!!
well, was really busy this week in camp and school. work load is piling as assignment due date is coming near. jus met the school clicks on monday. anw, thanks a lot bling bling for sending us back. haiz... gonna carry on with my assignment now. sianz. wad a week. hopefully next week will be better and all the differences will be solved. i really hope.
sorry to all who are reading. i know it's boring. i am really bored and not in the mood to blog actually. jus that this freaking new blog looks really empty. so bear with me ya?? thanks. will try to put something interesting for the next posting.
tk care pals!
'may the GOD bless me... ... ...